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PapemelroticPAT In addition [to the topic of leisure activities/hobbies], we watched the Umi ni Nemuru Diamond talk during last night's dinner and Death Stranding's Your DS Story. I cried haha. Thank you so much to everyone for sharing all these profound experiences. 1/🎮 05:42 AM Dec 18th from web

PapemelroticPAT Speaking of work, also recently found out that TEKKEN held a pop-up pizza stand/event since November until last week to celebrate their 30th anniversary! Awesome stuff, really. Congratulations again on winning Best Fighting Game!ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞🍕🎮🏆🕹️🍕◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜ 07:52 AM Dec 17th from web

PapemelroticPAT Still not hungry, so might just cook something later in time for both late lunch + early dinner. Also [at this time], good luck to him and everyone else with work! Don't forget to rest and eat over there. And water, hydrate, water! ฅ^>⩊<^ฅ𝄞:♫⋆♪₊˚♬ฅ^>⩊<^ฅ 07:40 AM Dec 17th from web

PapemelroticPAT Tonight is a very calm evening. Personally, I like how I wasn't thinking much of anything to say or do, and instead simply enjoying the silence and security the night provides. Almost feels like a cleansing meditative trance. 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑( ˘ ³˘(◡‿◡˶)𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ 04:45 PM Dec 16th from web

PapemelroticPAT As much as I love studying, not to mention things will be busy again for everyone next year, it's still lovely to have peaceful resting moments. Genuinely love being quiet with him, doing nothing, simply reading while lying down, etc. ᓚᘏᗢ☕🎼😌💙❤️🫂📖🥛ᗢᘏᓗ 04:20 PM Dec 16th from web

PapemelroticPAT Feels nice to express these at last hahaha. Sorry for the heavier examples at the end: wondering myself why I was so passionate about the discourse while typing, hence the personal questions. Also grammar correction: in 6/🦋, it's *come, not "comes." XD 05:22 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Last questions are personal, but it's true all the same. Again, careful not to get blinded by both experienced and perceived losses that you overlook and treat the real joys and blessings in life, regardless which forms they take, as the opposite. 10/🦋 05:11 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT I guess it's why I feel strongly about this. Additional context: if life's all about loss, then I wouldn't have survived, recovered and healed from my attempt to take my own life when I was much younger due to excessive bullying and harassment, 'no? 9.3/🦋 05:00 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Questions I wanted to ask since the rampant "life is loss" perspective months ago (not being aggressive, I swear XD). I might be biased, because personally, if all there is to life's indeed darkness, suffering, etc. then I wouldn't be here now, 'no? 9.2/🦋 04:48 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT How about the times you thought you couldn't make it, but now, here you are trying your best every day regardless of your self-defeating thoughts? Or on a wider perspective, how about the ongoing societal protests/movements you often see around you? 9.1/🦋 04:35 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Furthermore, apologies for saying this directly, but in such specific contexts... is it all about losing? Truly? How about your loved ones who, while also struggling in their daily lives/losses of their own, still stand by you to this day? 9/🦋 04:25 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Not aiming to fully change those with fixed viewpoints; just want to remind the need to heed balance every now and then. The lighter and brighter aspects of life, contrary to that usual discourse, DOES move you to learn, create and grow TOO. 8/🦋 04:08 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Isn't there a defense mechanism like that? Is it "rationalization"? I only know little about psychology, sorry. XD Anyway, it's natural, but also becomes detrimental in the long run when the fear + ways to avoid that fear are all you can perceive. 7/🦋 03:40 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT You know, with viewpoints which honestly comes off as romanticizing/putting the concept of loss on a pedestal, sometimes I think these might NOT be from a place of so-called "Oh, I'm just being realistic/logical"...but from a place of FEAR instead. 6/🦋 03:30 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT It's one thing to say that [living] life has its own share of losses, and quite another to agree/define that life is *ALL* about loss + and unquestioningly accept that losing is this "absolute truth" that completely runs and directs your life choices. 5/🦋 03:15 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Alright, back to continue previous threads! XD On the viewpoint of "life = all about/mostly losses, suffering, etc." I understand this well due to my past, yes, but isn't there equal meaning/significance in the positive sides and GAINS of life too? 4/🦋 03:05 PM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Lastly, of course, our main common point regardless of differences in game choices huehuehue: thank you very much for including the best boi ever, Torgal! ฅ^ >ヮ<^₎⋆˖⁺‧₊☽🌕🐺☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ദ്ദി（• ˕ •マ.ᐟ 💙❤️ 5/🔥 11:05 AM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT It's such a sight to behold: the official trailer(s), everyone's reactions (yes, even the hating ones because they were so shocked by Clive's appearance are amusing in their own way XD),etc. Once again, kudos to everyone for the FFXVIxTEKKEN8 team-up! 4/🔥 10:55 AM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT What makes it more special for us is how he's not interested in fighting games much (which are my favorite), while I---on the other hand---don't really play RPGs (which are HIS favorite, sorry haha X). Yet, combining both in this collaboration... 3/🔥 10:44 AM Dec 15th from web

PapemelroticPAT Still feeling nervous as I type this (I'm sorry X), but thank you for the friendship between game developers and staff from both franchises too, which heavily provided the opportunity for this amazing collaboration in the first place. Thank you. 🙇‍♀️ 2/🔥 10:35 AM Dec 15th from web

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