PapemelroticPAT
... down to his perceived (again, emphasis on *perceived*, because I do not think so at all---it just takes time and practice when facing a very different artistic template) "lack of skills." I do understand why and how it is though, because... 3.7/π²ΦΌπ’
11:57 PM Jan 26th
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... freely saying the opposite in public/when at work sometimes: fitting examples would be how he does not draw me because he dislikes the idea of getting it wrong/misrepresenting me in any way + my voice is "too clean/pure" apparently = comes... 3.6/π²ΦΌπ’
11:54 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... do observe or find it funny that he displays unhinged/unexpected sides when at home/talking about or doing stuff related to the relationship or just us HAHAHA. He is also quite the perfectionist + holds himself to higher standards despite... 3.5/π²ΦΌπ’
11:50 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... work or even met current friends via work/working on your once, well, dream work LMAO? ππ Logically, it does not seem plausible to me. Yet, treat it all separately he did as the relationship progressed HAHAHA. Would explain how you guys... 3.4/π²ΦΌπ’
11:48 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... skills utilized, collaborators chosen and even PR moves are completely DIFFERENT and SEPARATE. As in VASTLY---even I was confused at first, like how the heck would you even cleanly compartmentalize these when he has grown up solely tied to... 3.3/π²ΦΌπ’
11:43 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... solely possessiveness, more of protectiveness... and not just "oh, must protect from the external world" or something, but it leans on protecting me as well from his works, if that makes sense? Because for him: career + work life, from his... 3.2/π²ΦΌπ’
11:41 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... more: oh, I mentioned it before but did not elaborate, no? It is similar to how he finds himself unable (his perception currently, not mine honestly) to draw me + cannot let my voice be used in any way despite me singing at times LMAO. Not... 3.1/π²ΦΌπ’
11:37 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... have to go back to school pre-lunch today. Still going offline in an hour however (and no, did not volunteer for this schedule because I did not want to have the Fri-Sat training instead, not at all HAHAHA XDD). Anyway, responding to a few... 3.1/π²ΦΌπ’
11:34 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
Also same goes for me, since I still do have trauma-rooted responses from past toxic relationships (even ex-friends)? But here we are now and still continue walking together with everyone hahaha, thankfully. /3 PS. Today is only half-day training, would...
11:30 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... through/despite those, you know, even in small yet meaningful efforts (as we have seen in how both the husband and le older sister incorporate it in their daily lives whenever needed). So yup, correct observation about him with that one hehe. 2.9/π²ΦΌπ’
11:26 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... me, that just goes to show that with genuine love comes action-oriented respect: never matter your impulses, habits or even coping mechanisms---most of the time, if one truly values another, they would realistically override/make their way... 2.8/π²ΦΌπ’
11:24 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... meet her at all when drinking/drunk. She often says it is due to how she respects my stance about not drinking at all/disliking drunkenness/liquor + not to influence the younger brother in any way. Might seem old-fashioned for some, but to... 2.7/π²ΦΌπ’
11:21 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... as much him previously, but even when get-togethers or rest days do call for her and her fellow nurses to unwind and drink liquor, she ALWAYS strictly makes sure I or my younger brother is NEVER around. She is firm on not letting us see or... 2.6/π²ΦΌπ’
11:17 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... about such stuff related to the husband, am immediately reminded of my older sister. While the husband now mostly drinks in moderate or fewer amounts, does not stay out late much/if at all (unless necessary), my older sister does not drink... 2.5/π²ΦΌπ’
11:15 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... (will paraphrase instead to shorten the message) very old habits and/or tendencies were the biggest indicator of how strong his feelings are, which increase each time." True, but sweetly so, noticed it in other loved ones too. When talking... 2.4/π²ΦΌπ’
11:13 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... he does love + even seem to take pride in how very different I am from his past idealized type growing up surrounded by and illustrating. That one message is actually sharply smart, whoa haha: "lifestyle changes/improvements/inclusions to... 2.3/π²ΦΌπ’
11:07 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... not rehashing the unintentional comedy of our first meetings because already explained my suspiciousness of him back then HAHAHA ( us right now as I write LMAO: https://media.tenor.com/SB6… ). But yup, agree that... 2.2/π²ΦΌπ’
11:01 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... I did write recount repeatedly back in 2024 - a bit last year that I did not trust him at all then due to it---in fact, thought it was either a scam or he had gone insane in real life during 2022's first/tentative interactions LMAO. Again... 2.1/π²ΦΌπ’
10:58 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... impressive portrait sketch artist, after all. So to answer related questions/messages: fine, fine---would let him know your compliments for him, sighs. XDD Hahaha, seriously, he is indeed proof of the previous responses I wrote here too, but... 2/π²ΦΌπ’
10:54 PM Jan 26th
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PapemelroticPAT
... sketch many years later. As in much, MUCH later: curious and also looking forward to how my wrinkles/face lines by then would be depicted, for starters? Nothing but respect + admiration for the straightforward [illustration] skills of that... 1.8/π²ΦΌπ’
10:43 PM Jan 26th
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