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𓂀彡APL彡𓂀

(Very) honestly speaking, where would any room be for doubts or fear? Hesitation, even? If they put me through hell and I can still love and be loved to this day, that simply proves I can go through hell AND BACK again whenever urgently needed, 'no? 2/𓍝 01:10 PM Mar 27th from web

…community + work circle + multiple women he tried to use/fool as well), not to mention I am still alive and well today despite the constant curses in Korean and basic English, threats of locking me up, wanting to break my leg back in 2020-2021...1.6/𓍝 01:05 PM Mar 27th from web

Regardless of big changes that gradually occurred and blossomed over time, I have confidence and trust in myself. If I knew my abuser and his enablers VERY WELL to the point that I was able to survive + thrive after ALL OF THEM (it is one entire... 1.5/𓍝 12:55 PM Mar 27th from web

… not because of the husband and other loved ones---they are one of the main reasons for inspiration and strength, yes, but no direct involvement because I'd like to continue protecting them--- but because of who I have been then and who I am now. 1.4/𓍝 12:44 PM Mar 27th from web

… and the extent of this toxicity, as spread by the abuser to even friends of friends and co-workers, does not simply *stop*. Personally, while I do notice strange accounts still lurk around up to this day, I am secure in letting them do so now... 1.3/𓍝 12:37 PM Mar 27th from web

… should they ever, once again, cross any boundaries due to their obsessiveness. I deeply appreciate others' worry and concern for me though, and I do have to agree with some points being raised that realistically, this degree of obsessiveness... 1.2/𓍝 12:30 PM Mar 27th from web

Back to the topic: I failed to mention before that while I DO indeed live with the trauma of the abuse, I also live knowing + implementing various ways now about HOW to deal with the actual abuser and his toxic community of enablers/helpers... 1.1/𓍝 12:25 PM Mar 27th from web

Oh, wait. For the 888th update, I just want to immediately write something about my daily life: ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆(❀ˆᴗˆ)(•́ᴗ•̀✿)𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓱𝓾𝓼𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓭!( ˶˘ ³˘(ˊᗜˋ*)!♡⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ Here is to many more years of teasing and annoying you. XDD 💙❤️💖💝 12:17 PM Mar 27th from web

Alright. Let's start with how, regardless of these posts being buried quickly due to my spam tendencies (XD), I hope it is very clear I am not skipping over/covering up the seriousness of this matter as I continue to move on and navigate daily life. 1/𓍝 12:07 PM Mar 27th from web

… last week's JUNK TOUR in Seoul tomorrow, but not before clarifying things first. Will try not to prolong it, but at the same time, will not be sugarcoating or approaching it from [the same] previous emotional standpoint---writing properly instead. :) 2/2 11:38 AM Mar 27th from web

Younger brother found the SNK Fatal Fury X Cristiano Ronaldo collaboration very cool during our call, so had to include it in the reposts somehow hehehe. Anyway, good evening! Will be reposting the husband's Korean fans + their LIVE experiences from... 1/2 11:30 AM Mar 27th from web

Hope everyone is continuing to rest and relax before the husband's work starts again. Nothing much going on actually; it's a slow and quiet day of music on shuffle, manga chapters to catch up on... and cats! Ideal (peaceful :) day hehehe. ≽^- ˕ -^≼≽^-⩊-^≼ 05:38 AM Mar 27th from web

And... early morning run and gym session too after a while, at last. Good afternoon! While not in the mood to eat anything except fruits for lunch + [too lazy] to update IG stories, actually in the mood to just spam reposts and write here so... *shrugs* XD 05:25 AM Mar 27th from web

Ayan, kain na po tayo ng early breakfast habang... nanunuod ng horror! Huehuehue. Dapat mas maaga pa ng konti kakain actually, kaso medyo napatagal 'yung call with the younger brother (gising din siya hahaha XD). Kain na po, kain! XD ⟡𓌉◯𓇋₊˚⊹♡♨♨⟡𓌉◯𓇋₊˚⊹♡ 08:44 PM Mar 26th from web

Imagine if I fell back asleep after posting here hahaha (never underestimate my sleepiness XD). Then again, I want to cook because it has been a while. Will also take my time with remaining updates + work because it is rest day until tomorrow anyway~♥︎ :3 06:15 PM Mar 26th from web

Finally one of the longest sleeps in a while; good morning! XDD Slept straight after last night's gym session post-classes. Haven't had dinner, so guess we are back to cooking food at 3 AM. For now... *rolls around the bed* ᶻ𝗓𐰁.ᐟ/ᐠ - ˕ -マ♥︎/ᐠ •⩊•マᶻ𝗓𐰁.ᐟ 05:55 PM Mar 26th from web

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧🌌🎟💡🔋⏳💤ᓚᘏᗢ💙❤️ᗢᘏᓗ💤🗃️🔮⌨️🖋️‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡🪐༘⋆ (Magandang gabi po! Mas maaga kumain pagkatapos ng classes kanina hehe. Completing school and work stuff, pero mamaya po siguro repost ng updates kahit konti (marami na kasi XD). Kumusta naman po? :3 11:25 AM Mar 25th from web

While the trauma lives on, possibilities and opportunities for reframing said trauma and its associations continue on with us too, all thanks to the husband + his community. Be back in Korea soon indeed, and long live the JUNK WORLD TOUR.😌💙❤️🫂🤖🤖 6/💝 03:28 PM Mar 23rd from web

…and most especially, the husband himself is and should always be celebrated like this and more for the gifts they truly are. Thank you very, VERY much to him and everyone around him for simply... everything. Getting speechless a bit, sorry. XD 💙❤️ 5.1/💝 03:18 PM Mar 23rd from web

There. Hahaha. *cries* XDD Getting straight to the point here before I go off-topic and cry again (XD), while it may not be a magical band-aid for people like me who survived and thrived after such, the husband's music, artistry and community... 5/💝 03:05 PM Mar 23rd from web

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