... solely possessiveness, more of protectiveness... and not just "oh, must protect from the external world" or something, but it leans on protecting me as well from his works, if that makes sense? Because for him: career + work life, from his... 3.2/π²ΦΌπ’
11:41 PM Jan 26th
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... more: oh, I mentioned it before but did not elaborate, no? It is similar to how he finds himself unable (his perception currently, not mine honestly) to draw me + cannot let my voice be used in any way despite me singing at times LMAO. Not... 3.1/π²ΦΌπ’
11:37 PM Jan 26th
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... have to go back to school pre-lunch today. Still going offline in an hour however (and no, did not volunteer for this schedule because I did not want to have the Fri-Sat training instead, not at all HAHAHA XDD). Anyway, responding to a few... 3.1/π²ΦΌπ’
11:34 PM Jan 26th
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Also same goes for me, since I still do have trauma-rooted responses from past toxic relationships (even ex-friends)? But here we are now and still continue walking together with everyone hahaha, thankfully. /3 PS. Today is only half-day training, would...
11:30 PM Jan 26th
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... through/despite those, you know, even in small yet meaningful efforts (as we have seen in how both the husband and le older sister incorporate it in their daily lives whenever needed). So yup, correct observation about him with that one hehe. 2.9/π²ΦΌπ’
11:26 PM Jan 26th
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... me, that just goes to show that with genuine love comes action-oriented respect: never matter your impulses, habits or even coping mechanisms---most of the time, if one truly values another, they would realistically override/make their way... 2.8/π²ΦΌπ’
11:24 PM Jan 26th
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... meet her at all when drinking/drunk. She often says it is due to how she respects my stance about not drinking at all/disliking drunkenness/liquor + not to influence the younger brother in any way. Might seem old-fashioned for some, but to... 2.7/π²ΦΌπ’
11:21 PM Jan 26th
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... as much him previously, but even when get-togethers or rest days do call for her and her fellow nurses to unwind and drink liquor, she ALWAYS strictly makes sure I or my younger brother is NEVER around. She is firm on not letting us see or... 2.6/π²ΦΌπ’
11:17 PM Jan 26th
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... about such stuff related to the husband, am immediately reminded of my older sister. While the husband now mostly drinks in moderate or fewer amounts, does not stay out late much/if at all (unless necessary), my older sister does not drink... 2.5/π²ΦΌπ’
11:15 PM Jan 26th
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... (will paraphrase instead to shorten the message) very old habits and/or tendencies were the biggest indicator of how strong his feelings are, which increase each time." True, but sweetly so, noticed it in other loved ones too. When talking... 2.4/π²ΦΌπ’
11:13 PM Jan 26th
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... he does love + even seem to take pride in how very different I am from his past idealized type growing up surrounded by and illustrating. That one message is actually sharply smart, whoa haha: "lifestyle changes/improvements/inclusions to... 2.3/π²ΦΌπ’
11:07 PM Jan 26th
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... not rehashing the unintentional comedy of our first meetings because already explained my suspiciousness of him back then HAHAHA ( us right now as I write LMAO: https://media.tenor.com/SB6… ). But yup, agree that... 2.2/π²ΦΌπ’
11:01 PM Jan 26th
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... I did write recount repeatedly back in 2024 - a bit last year that I did not trust him at all then due to it---in fact, thought it was either a scam or he had gone insane in real life during 2022's first/tentative interactions LMAO. Again... 2.1/π²ΦΌπ’
10:58 PM Jan 26th
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... impressive portrait sketch artist, after all. So to answer related questions/messages: fine, fine---would let him know your compliments for him, sighs. XDD Hahaha, seriously, he is indeed proof of the previous responses I wrote here too, but... 2/π²ΦΌπ’
10:54 PM Jan 26th
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... sketch many years later. As in much, MUCH later: curious and also looking forward to how my wrinkles/face lines by then would be depicted, for starters? Nothing but respect + admiration for the straightforward [illustration] skills of that... 1.8/π²ΦΌπ’
10:43 PM Jan 26th
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... like that in the portrait sketch yesterday, also what caused the facial expression (pretending to stare at and THINK it is something interesting! XD), so no need to elaborate though? And yup, probably the same guest artist too for another... 1.7/π²ΦΌπ’
10:40 PM Jan 26th
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... we dwell on such and get commented on this LMAO, sorry once more for not accepting the positive compliments equally. Thank you as well for the other observations: interesting how eyes were also mentioned. Shared already why my eyes looked... 1.6/π²ΦΌπ’
10:31 PM Jan 26th
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... a more visible majority, it does NOT mean how I look like is a flaw, you know. Naturally accepting it as it is, come "ugly", "boring/plain" or other inevitable labels in the future [should there be any, we never know XD]. But again, before... 1.5/π²ΦΌπ’
10:28 PM Jan 26th
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... body positivity kind wherein one reframes it all as positive, but more of... neutral body/physical appearance acceptance, I guess? My POV would be something along the lines of how, even if I would keep not fitting in the ideal standards of... 1.4/π²ΦΌπ’
10:23 PM Jan 26th
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... in the self is quite a tricky thing to learn and trust in, especially when explicitly bullied for being "ugly" when still back in PH, for example. However, would also like to reassure you that I continue to work on it hehe. Not so much the... 1.3/π²ΦΌπ’
10:18 PM Jan 26th
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